My personal favorite gut wrenching, heartbreak Indie song titles.

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Every one eventually goes through at least one awful, gut wrenching break up. Getting burned is inevitable and more times than not, you'll never see it coming. If the cut is deep enough it takes a while to move on, there might even be a chance that you might never actually even move on. You may even feel like that person for whatever reason surgically removed your heart from your body, put in a glass jar and hung it up next to their college degree in their office. People deal with heart ache in all different ways, some express it, some repress it & a select few murder. I totally don't promote murder, but what I do promote listening to beats and chilling with friends. At the age of twenty five I have some heartache under my belt, It definitely changed me. I definitely don't stand as tall as i had before i got my heart served to me on a stainless steel surgical plate. I definitely doubt that doubt that selfless love actually exists. There has been times that i had thought that it were more likely for me to find a unicorn in NYC than to find a guy i would actually be interested in dating. I have found for myself personally, that talking about it doesn't help much. It hurts me way worse to say my feelings out loud, it is almost like reliving the incident over and over again. At this point in my life, id rather just be alone in thought with some music on. Some times its easier to relate to songs than it is to relate to other friend's experiences. Some times the amount of pain and anxiety your feeling is down right debilitating. I can't even tell you how many times i have home from a night out, cried my make up completely off my face while listening to some good songs and just letting it out. That is why I giving a list of my personal favorite gut wrenching Indie songs. If you aren't crying by the fourth song you are a lot more emotionally damaged than you care to admit because this is one dark play list.

Lily Allen

1). Lily Allen definitely has more than one song on my "gut wrenching list of Indie break up songs" play list. In which Lily Allen tells you EXACTLY how she feels about the situation. There is no question of the type of betrayal she endured in her relationship. Here is a few of her raw and exposed power ballades.

"Smile"

"Littlest Things"

"Who'd have known"

2). The Knife - "Heartbeats" 

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3). Radiohead always does it for me. So many years, so many albums, so many emotions.

"High & Dry"

"There, There"

"Lurgee"

"Lost Cause"

"Thinking of you"

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4). LCD Soundsystem always has what I am looking for, a lot of miserably amazing break up song's about regret & the "one who got away".

"All I want"

"All my friends"

5). Johnny Cash's cover of Nine Inch Nail's "Hurt" (Lyrics below)

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way 

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6). The Smiths

"Asleep"

"Heaven Knows I'm miserable now"

"Unhappy Birthday" 

7). Bon Iver - Skinny Love

8). Velvet Underground - Pale Blue Eyes

9). Bat's for Lashes "Sleep Alone" <3

11). Til Tuesday - Voice's Carry

12) The Vaccines - Post break up sex

13). Lissie - When I'm alone

14). The Rapture - Come back to me

15). Toro y moi - Got blinded

16). New Order - Bazaar Love Triangle